January 2009
Dear Sleep,
Would you please engulf me in lucid dreams? Would you please tangle me in secret fantasies? Would you please recharge my mortal battery? Would you please come visit me? I miss you.
Post Secret makes me feel as if I can connect to someone, though they are anonymous. They are still there, they are still a person.
This one spoke the most to me today.
Insomnia
Will it ever end? Will I ever sleep? Will I ever dream?
I can’t seem to get tired before 4am. When sleep finally befriends me, he stays until mid-afternoon. He causes me to waste the day. And I can’t seem to dream… I know they say you dream all the time, sometimes you remember, sometimes you don’t. I want to remember my dreams… It makes me feel as if I have an...
Decisions, decisions, decisions
I have decided to start working out again, three times a week. We’ll see how that works out. This is week one.
I’ve cut out soda, except on occasion. That’s been going well now for a few months. I’ve cut down on fast food as well. It’s difficult when you have to get to class, and you have nothing to eat at home. But I’m only eating it on occasion, and...